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I Can’t

 

Author Name: Vianne Lee

 

Age:16

 

Location: U.S.A.

 

Email: vianne_lee_03@yahoo.com

 

Inspiration for your fic: When I first saw Edward Scissorhands, when I was very little, I immediately connected with him. As I grew older, that connection was always there. We all have a bit of Edward in us, you know?  Johnny Depp truly inspires my work. He’s simply amazing.

 

The Story

 

I Can’t and yet You Still Love Me

I’ve longed for nothing more than to simply hold you in my arms and soothe your aching heart, but I can’t…and yet you still love me. There have been so many things I’ve wanted to whisper in your ear, so many things I’ve wanted to tell you, but I can’t…and yet you still love me. I’ve wanted nothing more than to run my fingers down your silky skin or through your golden hair, savoring your touch, but I can’t…and yet you still love me. I’ve wanted nothing more than to please you, but I can’t…and yet you still love me.

I can’t! Don’t you understand? I don’t know who I am…what I am, and yet you still love me. You still pluck the strings of my heart until it aches with this feeling you call love. And I wonder why a person as beautiful as you can make me feel the way I do? How can you love someone – something – like me? I am nothing but a monster, and yet you still love me.

You have caused so many feelings to erupt inside me, feelings that I didn’t even know existed, feelings that I can’t even begin to describe. You brought a smile to my lips, a light chuckle to my voice, and if they could, tears would fall from my eyes, like snow falling in your hair. I don’t know who I am, only that I am all alone and incomplete – if only you were here beside me, but you’re not. And as long as snow continues to fall, I know you still love me.

I’ve wanted nothing more than to be with you, but I can’t…and yet you still love me.

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Good Night Sweet Prince

 

Author Name: Vianne Lee

 

Age:16

 

Location: U.S.A.

 

Email: vianne_lee_03@yahoo.com

 

Inspiration for your fic: I’ve always had an interest in Jack The Ripper, even when I was younger. I remember staying up late at night and sneaking to the television to watch a Jack The Ripper documentary on The History Channel. Anyway, the film, From Hell, was just an incredible story. It had so many levels of everything…so much art. I just loved the ending. It was touching.

 

The Story

 

Good Night Sweet Prince (From Hell)

With all her love, she waits for him. And ‘tis only her love that endures the ineffable anguish of eternity. The past is past, nothing more than the nightmares that possess her guiltless mind. In her little cottage that overlooks the deep and timeless sea, she waits for her sweet prince as if he’ll appear upon the horizon within that very moment. She’s safe there, surrounded by luscious spring and wooly sheep, just as he told her, just as his visions had told him.

And with all her love, she waits for him, for her sweet prince for eternity; never renouncing hope long after destiny has taken toll. Did she ever know that he left the world bearing only two coins? No, that was fate. Fate, the bearer of good and evil. Fate was never knowing the words “good night, sweet prince” were whispered in his ear and coins for the fairy men places atop his eyes so they he could venture into the Land of the Dead where he still waits for her.

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A Fairy Never Dies

 

Author Name: Vianne Lee

 

Age:16

 

Location: U.S.A.

 

Email: vianne_lee_03@yahoo.com

 

Inspiration for your fic: My heart and tears are truly written into A Fairy Never dies. I felt so many different emotions with this one. The film was just beautiful. Pure beauty. I was almost afraid to even attempt a piece with Finding Neverland. I can’t really describe what the film means to me. I know that we need to cling to our inner child because sometimes that’s all that can keep us sane, keep us going through the trials of adulthood. My inspirations for this are J.M. Barrie, himself, Sylvia Llewelyn Davies and her children, Johnny Depp, and just life.

 

The Story

 

Fairy Never Dies A Tribute to Sir James Matthew Barrie

Every time a child says, I don't believe in fairies, a fairy dies. And when I saw your light burning out, I clapped my hands and chanted I believe in fairies, over and over again until my throat turned raw and the flesh on my palms tore and bled. But I still continued to see your light burn low, and even as tears shed from my eyes, I finally realized that you would never die as long as someone believed in you. And I will believe in you forever - from life to death - birth to rebirth. Everlastingly, I will believe in you and as long I believe in you, your flame will never die.

Why is life so unjust? Why did she have to be seized from the world when all she ever did was give? Never took, only gave. With the softness and gentleness of a newborn fawn, her heart brimmed with compassion and virtue. So why then, did the only being of genuine righteousness have to be snatched from the world so brutally when she longed for nothing more than the well being of others?

She left behind five boys, only in four of which did her own blood flow, in a world held captive by injustice and odium. However, when she ascended that golden staircase, she departed the gravitons of earth in tranquility because she knew her children would never grow up, would never die. Even while passing through the trials of adulthood, she knew that each of them would cling to that inner child that gave a spark to life. And when life would pursue unbearable, all they had to do was close their eyes and let their mind swim through the vast seas of imagination, seeing her smiling face in every crashing wave.

It was only after she knew this that she could let go of the thin strand of life she had been clutching to for so long. It was only after giving her love to one man, she knew she could let go, and she left in serenity knowing her precious children would be safe with the man who taught them there were neither boundaries to imagination nor inspiration.

She didn't die the day she ceased to fill her lungs with air. She didn't die the moment her heart silenced within her chest. She didn't die, but was merely born again within the hearts of her children and a single writer who brought a smile to her face, a laugh to her voice, and tears to her eyes. Though she doesn't thrive here on Earth, she lives in a different place; A place more beautiful, more sacred,

more pure. A place found within the depths of all our imaginations. A place called Neverland. And we can visit this magical place any time we like by just closing our eyes and simply believing. Just believing.

ãVianneLee2004

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Mrs. Rainey

 

Author Name: Vianne Lee

 

Age:16

 

Location: U.S.A.

 

Email: vianne_lee_03@yahoo.com

Inspiration for your fic: I actually wrote Mrs. Rainey when I was suffering from writer’s block on another story. I love horror films, obsessed with them, and I had this dream that was so…vivid and chilling. So, I expanded on it a bit, put some twists on it, and I came up with “Mrs. Rainey.”

 

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The Story

 

My bloodshot eyes could barely stay open as I fumbled with the kind in the lock. I was extremely exhausted. Being up for seventy-two hours straight could do that to a person, and I wanted nothing more than a giant sleeping pill and my bed. On the drive home, I could imagine the soft suede comforter enveloping my fatigued body and my head resting on a feather pillow where I would finally be able to shut my eyes…intentionally that is. At that moment, sleep seemed to be more valuable than gold.

The door finally burst open, but my bag instantly plummeted from my grasp and hit the floor with a thud. “Holy shit!” I mumbled and had to lean against the bureau to keep my balance. A man was lying leisurely on my bed, flipping through the pages of a hunter green notebook. He was donned in gray slacks, an inky sweater, and a ratty turquoise striped bathrobe that hung loosely from his lean frame. Ash blond hair fell rowdily from his head, a few strands the same deep, secretive brown of his eyes.

“This is very good, he said lifting his gaze from the notebookl and twisted a smile at me. My knees began to tremble and I felt my fingernails imprint the dark cherry oak of the bureau.

“Where did you get that?” I stammered, glaring at the notebookl like it was a form of black magic. I recognized it immediately; the well-read papers crinkled from beneath the dilapidated green of the cardboard bindings. It was my writing ledger from not even a year ago, but I had watched it burn; the flames of fire consumed it until it was only particles of ash in the hearth. And now, here it was, just as I had last remembered it, in the hands of a man whose stares had gored into my every organ. “I don’t believe I know you,” I said at last.

“That doesn’t matter. I know you, Mrs. Rainey.” Said the man in a deviant southern drawl.

“You’re mistaken,” I’m not Mrs. Rainy.” I gulped. “My name is Vianne.”

“No, you’re the one mis’taken, Missus Rainey.” His voice alone was like a thousand needles piercing through my flesh. He stood up, walked over, and circled me with bitter critiquing eyes and a twisted smile before gently pushing the door closed. I stood frozen, too petrified to even shudder.

“You’re not real.” I whispered to myself, taking a deep breath. “You’re not real. You’re only a figment of my imagination.”

“Prove it.” He said sharply, standing so close to me that I could feel the waft of his breath kiss the tip of my nose.

I bit my bottom lip and walked over to a chest of drawers. “Okay,” I said feeling the man’s presence looming close behind me. Opening the drawer, I pulled out my DVD, “Secret Window.” “There,” I handed it to him. “You’re not real. You’re only a character created by Stephen King. You’re only a character in this movie played by Johnny Depp. Nothing more. So really, I know you, Mort Rainey. You’re don’t exist.” I tried to be assertive, but I sounded more like a whimpering dog than anything else. He hardly looked at his own face on the DVD before tossing it behind him. His face played a smirk that made my gut twist and he sat back down on the bed with a knowing smile.

He took a black velvet case from his inner robe pocket. “No, I believe you’re mis’taken ag’in, Missus Rainey.” He said stroking the case as if it were a loyal pet. My eyes quivered when he opened the case and the gold and silver screwdrivers shimmered in the light and gleamed in the lenses of his glasses. My gaze stayed locked on the tools displayed like the finest jewelry, each resting on a cushion of velvet. There were four of them, two Phillips and a standard, and he brushed his hand over them, as if contemplating which one to use, before he snapped the lid shut again.

He rose to his feet and walked toward me, and I found myself backing slowly away until I hit a wall, horror possessing my eyes. “You’re sure purdy, Missus Rainey,” he said, and seized my wrist so hard that I could hear the crackling of my bones, and pain surged through my arm like it was set ablaze. As I winced, he smiled a bloody smile that made me want to vomit. Suddenly, he began to whisper something. It was so quiet that I strained to hear it, but it grew louder with every step he took. “Mr. Rainey had an ax…Gave his mother forty whacks…when he say what he done…He gave Mrs. Rainey forty-one.” I gasped as I saw the fires of Hell flicker in the pupils of his eyes and he hand rise above his head, a blood-dripping ax held lethally in his white-knuckled grip. “…Her death will be a mystery, even to me,” he hissed and gored the ax into my chest…

I sprung up into a sitting position, and exasperated breaths left my body in pants. I was drenched in sweat and trembled so badly I wasn’t sure I could stand. “It was only a dream,” I reassured myself as I staggered over to the light switch. “Get a hold of yourself.” But as I flicked the switch, my wrist throbbed with indescribable pain so badly that I yelped and hot, blistering tears scorched my cheeks. In the light, I noticed that my wrist was swollen and splotched black with bruises. I attempted to make it back to my bed, but sunk to my knees when I heard a crack beneath my feet. Lying beneath me was my “Secret Window” DVD, and a single crack blossomed from Mort’s face. Abruptly, the screech of my alarm clock bellowed, shattering my eardrums into a thousand pieces. I glanced up at the furious red digits of the clock. It was only four past midnight. 

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